IM NOT OLD ENOUGH. Being a senior seems nearly impossible. It's something I've looked forward to since 6th grade but at the same time, I can't be old enough??? I applied to my dream school this week, like actually applied. I have watched dorm room hauls on YouTube for years now but for the first time I thought "next year that'll be me" and then I continue to think "I'm too young to be a senior". Don't get me wrong, I want to be done with high school. I'm tired of being dependent on everyone but myself but at the same time independence seems more frightening than freeing. I feel like we're taught more about algebra and how to not comma splice than how to survive college and life and then one day you graduate and your spit out into the real world and unprepared to face failure. Failure is scary, but, our God is mighty and he doesn't give us obstacles unless he wants us to learn from them.
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There's nothing i love more than the beach (besides the good Lord himself), i love the waves and i love white sand. So nothing makes me happier than a week at the beach in Destin, Florida with hundreds of other students who love Jesus. This week has been hot, exhausting, beautiful, and overall amazing. Let's just say that God definitely moved in our lives this week. Many were saved, lots were baptized, and some surrendered their lives to ministry. For me beach camp was about realizing what a true salvation looks like. When i was 7 years old i gave my life to jesus christ and was baptized, however, there was no change in my life and no fruit of the holy spirit was present. My salvation was more for fitting in and less for loving Jesus. So 10 years later at age 17 i was saved and baptized. 6.30.16.
Also i met and maintained so pretty amazing friends this week: |
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April 2020
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